diem dieman, liat liatan

halooooowwww blogger! miss me? i guess not wqwqwq (?) well, i have a story to tell. you know that i'm in love rite? gue udah cerita kan ya -.- ya gitu lah pokoknya gue lagi suka sama orang. kita gapernah ngobrol yang nyantai, pasti selalu formal. kayak baru kenal gituuuu (padahal udah beberapa tahun kenal) trus lucunya kita sering banget liat liatan, huaaa malu gue (?) anehnya gue nge fly, yaampun gr banget ya gue hueeee gimana ga gr. dia aja pernah mau bantuin gue dari kesusahan sampe sampe dia kena marah (ga kena marah juga sih, cuma dari tampangnya tuh guru kayaknya mengisyaratkan 'bawel lu, orang gue nanya si tika' -______-) bisa aja sih dia cuma mau bantuin, tapi knp yang lain engga? hueheheu gr lu tik anjrits. ad00h what am is suppose to do? kalo kata bebi 'yaudahlah tik terima aja. lo emang harus suka sama dia' apaaaaa benjet, tapi knp kita harus sering liat liatan? mau lo apa? gue gamau di php-in. cukup 1 kali buat gue, gaada 2 kali pokoke. diem dieman, liat liatan.. apa enaknya coba zzzzzzzzzz

Do You Know?

do you know how many times i fall for you? do you know how many times i'm convincing my self that i'm in love with you? not only me but also my friends have tried to convince me that i'm in love with you..

do you know how many times he hurts me? do you know how traumatic i am to fall? i guess you don't know me that well.. do you know what i feel now? do you know how many times i pray for a happy ending? it's hard to say that i start to believe in you..

i do believe in miracle, i do believe in love, i do believe in you but when will the miracle's come? when will we fall in love to each other? when will you start to believe in me?

stupid.. it was like a first love, when you wonder about his feeling for you. i guess it's enough for today, please don't ask me about this because i'm still not sure about my feeling

my new boyf (kidding)

yep that's my new boyf HAHA. he's soooo handsome right? well i'll introduce my new boyf. his name is Cho Kyuhyun, korean singer, he was born in 3 february 1988 (beda 3 hari dari ultah gue looh -,-) member of SUPER JUNIOR, SUPER JUNIOR-M. and SUPER JUNIOR K.R.Y. he's the youngest in super junior (excluding super junior-m, because henry is more younger than him)and one of the vocal leader in super junior. i like him since i saw him on SORRY, SORRY MV. seriously i can't take my eyes of him -___- could this be love? maybe i'm one of his biggest fan. he really really like to play game, especially starcraft. he can recovery fast from busy schedule if he play games! my freaky boyf -,- you have to see him on tv, he's too cute and innocence. i scream when i saw him on SUPER SHOW 1, he makes me forget about my illness that time.. oh my god i'm definitely in love with him, no offense ELF i'm just too in love with him. and maybe some people think this is trashy or cheesy or WHATEVER i just love kyuhyun and other members, including henry and zhoumi (in my opinion they were super junior members too) saranghaeyo kyuhyun oppa! wish you all the best :)

13

what's wrong with number 13?? we will talking about horror?? NO, we're not. well, i'm sorry if you're boring to see this.. for a million times *lebe* this post is about SUPER JUNIOR. i hate to say this but i think Kim KiBum will leaving SUPER JUNIOR or maybe he has leaved SUPER JUNIOR! i'd love to see them when they were 13. it feels so weird to see just the 12 of them.i want KiBum's back! for those peoples who hates suju you don't have to read this *palingan juga gada yg baca* and please respect what peoples like. selera orang kan beda beda cuy, this is what fans do right? and for the last time i want to say: I WANT KIBUM'S BACK!!

Introduce My Sisters

bingung ga sih lo? emang tika punya sodara cewe? hahah actually mereka itu best friend gue yang udah gue anggap sebagai sodara sendiri hohiohoo. sekarang gue mau ngenalin sodara sodara cewe gue.

1. Kalonica Kusumawardani aka BEBI

wahhhh bebi udah kayak kembaran gue wkwkw ga secara fisik tapi secara love life. love life gue sama dia tuh samaaa bedanya dia lbih tegar dari gue, gue mah cengeng (setelah masuk SMP)dia udah gue anggap sebagai kakak gue sendiri. actually i'm older than her tapi dia lebih dewasa dari gue. she always encourage me when i'm in pain and trouble. i know you'll be a good sister for me. TWO THUMBS UP FOR YOU!

2. Sheila Diandra Mayangsari aka SHEILADM

sahabatan 8 tahun bikin gue nganggep dia udah kayak adek gue sendiri haha. kita sering cerita tentang rahasia kita satu sama lain, bahkan pernah tukeran diary -.- she always there when i need someone to be shared :) i'm really lucky to have a best friend like sheila hahahah gombal abis -.-

THANKYOU for everything sis! both of you are my sisters and my bestfriends too! i hope our relationship will be last forever.

with sincerely,
TIKAARUNG

new fan

hoalow bloggeeer. it's been a long time since my last post *my last post is 5 days ago* and now i'd like to tell you that i'm a new fan of SUPER JUNIOR! idk why but i really like SUPER JUNIOR. maybe because they are soo funny, cute and cool too. especially siwon kyuhyun and heechul too! since i'm a new fan of them idk all of their song. oh ya i have a new information for the others ELF's. well adrie subono says that he will contact SME to make SUPER JUNIOR come to jakarta! oh i'm so excited to hear that. for now maybe i'll be the fan of super junior. maaf ya kalo ngomonginnya itu mulu. lagi bener2 suka. jadi ngomongin suju mulu hehe.i gotta go blogger CIAO

lagu yang gue selalu dengerin setiap hari

holao, akhir2 ini gue makin sering memakai headset. mau tau knp?? *sebetulnya gue tau lo ga peduli -.-* ada 5 lagu yang lg seneeeeeeeng bgt gue dengerin. nih listnya:

1 SORRY SORRY
well lagu SuJu yang satu ini lg bener bener menghantui gue! lagunya yg up beat bikin gue pengen ikutan dance juga -_____-

2 BREATHE
lagu taylor swift yg ini bikin gue inget sama masa masa kelas 8, tepatnya masa masa gue suka sama Y haha *ke laut aja lu Y ,-*

3 OBSESSED
gatau knp seneng aja dengerin nya. denger lagu ini bikin gue inget sama seseorang Z

4 HEARTLESS
mau versi the fray ataupun kanye west sama aja buat gue. sama sama bagus hehe. kalo gue dengerin lagu ini, gue jadi ngebayangin cowo cowo yg sakit hati di tinggal cewenya krn alasan yg konyol. misalnya karena kekayaan, status sosial, ataupun wajah. ga masuk akal lah

the last but not the least,
5 LOVE STORY
emang kayaknya gue udah jadi penggemar taylor swift dweh, semua lagu yg udah keluar di tv pasti gue suka haha. gue pengen kayak akhir dari lagu ini.. HAPPY ENDING HAHA impian pasaran, tapi siapa sih yang gamau happy end yega? iya aja lah hahaha apadah lu tik

5 lagu di atas itu lagu yg ada di playlist gue. dan lagu di atas itu 5 lagu yang paling gue suka sekarang, ga penting tapi gue pengen nulis gimana dong? hagahaga, udah yau. i will post again if i have something to tell
CIAO

Super Junior

tau Super Junior ga? itu loh boyband dari korea yg terdiri dari 13 cowo? haha tiba tiba gue suka gitu sama SuJu -,- actually gue cuma suka sama 2 lagu hihi. gue suka sama SuJu gara gara dedra, ifa, sama dhita. mereka lagi nonton video SuJu di hp ifa, trus gue ikutan nonton, eh tiba tiba suka -____- dance nya mereka itu loooh keren benjeeeeet. apalagi di video Sorry Sorry hohoho. nanti gue cerita lagi tentang SuJu, BYE BYE

City of Angels

tau ga City of Angels? itu loh film yg ada Nicolas Cage sama Meg Ryan? film nya keren loooh, romantis parah menurut gue haha. jadi ceritanya tentang malaikat yg namanya Seth (Nicolas Cage) yg jatuh cinta sama dokter bedah namanya Maggie (Meg Ryan) mereka jatuh cinta gt kan tapi Maggie ga bisa jalanin hubungan kayak gini, akhirnya dia nerima lamaran temen kerjanya. Seth denger itu langsung sedih gitu, akhirnya dia niatin dalam hati kalo dia mau jadi manusia trus dia loncat gt dari gedung yg lagi di buat. akhirnya dia jadi manusia kan, mukanya berdarah darah gt trus dia langsung cari Maggie ke rumah sakit tapi ternyata Maggie lg liburan di kabin paman nya, Seth langsung nyusul kesana trus dia di obatin sama Maggie. bagian yg setelah di obatin gue ga bisa jelasin karena you know laaaah ahaha. nah besoknya waktu Maggie naik sepeda abis beli pir buat Seth, Maggi nabrak truk gt. emang dasar kekuatan cinta, pas Maggie ketabrak dia langsung ngerasain trus lari ke Maggie. Maggie bilang ke Seth kalo dia ngeliat malaikat gt, Seth bilang ke Maggie kalo dia jangan ngeliat ke malaikat itu trus Maggi bilang kalo dia di tanyain malaikat, apa yang paling dia suka semasa dia hidup, Maggie bakal bilang kalo yang paling dia suka adalah Seth. akhirnya Maggie meninggal, trus Cassiel, (Andre Baugher kalo ga salah) teman nya Seth waktu masih jadi angel nanya ke Seth, dia nyesel ga jadi manusia? trus Seth bilang gini:

" i would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand than enternity without it "

Seth akhirnya ngelanjutin hidupnya sebagai manusia tanpa Maggie, kasian juga ya udah sakit sakit jadi manusia, eh cewenya meninggal. tapi hebat Seth mau ninggalin kenikmatan sebagai malaikat cuma buat cewe yg dia cintain bgt. one of the best movie i've ever seen dweh haha

KARMA

hualo blogger, btw selamat hari lebaran ya and please forgive all of my mistakes! suasana lebaran gini gue ga cerita tentang lebaran tapi tentang seseorang yg gue kenal 1 tahun yang lalu.. ini cowo ya kawan kawan, kita kasih inisial O. awalnya gue cuma mau bantu temen gue yang suka sama temen nya O. tapi kok lama lama jadi aneh.. ini salah satu percakapan gue sama O tahun kemaren. ga persis tp intinya sama lah ya
O: dia, G: gue

O: halo
G: halo juga
O: lagi ngapain?
G: lagi ga ngapa ngapain, lo?
O: sama haha
G: ohaha
O: udah mandi blm?
G: hehe udahlah, lo?
O: blm haha
O: udah solat?
G: blm nih hehe
O: solat dulu gih nanti waktunya habis
G: okok, brb yaa
beberapa menit kemudian gue balik
G: back
O: ok
G: haha
O: udah makan blm?
G: blm, males ah
O: makan dulu dong, nanti sakit lagi
G: iya iya


karena gue kesel di tanya tanyain trus, gue jadi ketus sama dia. setelah itu dia ga pernah nyapa gue lg. sebetulnya gue agak suka sama dia tapi krn gue lg suka sama orang lain jadi gue ga peduliin dia. dan sekarang gue kena karma.. I MISS HIM! huah, gue udah gapernah liat dia ol msn lg jadi ga bisa nyapa hhh. i wish i could chat with you again T_T

new lover

http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:Kx-AZgdzbKDBqM:http://teenhollywood411.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/afplivetwo831297-us-cinema-hannh-mo-lucas-till.jpg

this.. is my new lover, he is so cute rite? HAHA he was born in Texas, 10 august 1990. well, i know him when he play in Hannah Montana The Movie. he also play at house tv series, HUAUAUAUUAUAUAU



PS: JUST KIDDING

fyi

hi! i think this is not important to read, but if you want too you can read this. today i will introduce my new lover. well.. HE WAS SOO CUTE! hahaha, and he has a smile who can light up this whole town (lebay) lol

ga nyadar

kayaknya yang dia bilang itu bener deh. gue ga sadar sama apa yang sebetulnya gue rasain. but, i have to forget you and moved on because loving you just bring me pain, and it's worthless.

just read!

sorry, i geuss i will not continue my last post. i will burry that memory, so if you want to know you can ask me :)

our memories (Y)

hi! it's been so long since my last post. now, i want to tell my memories with my first love xD

well, i fell in love for the first time when i was 8 years old. he's my classmates in school. he's really kind and like to helps me.

one day my friend told me that he likes me. surprise to hear that news -.- a couple days later he send me a message and then often calls me.

one day he asked me:
H: cowo G: gue H: are you in relationship?
G: no
H: i don't believe you
G: i swear to god
H: if you lie to me you will die
G: yeah yeah whatever

well, i think he's jealous because my friends was joking about me and my senior. still in the same day he send me a message..

H: hey, are you busy?
G: no, why?
H: i want to tell you something..

lanjut nanti aja deh ya, capek gua HAHA

mencoba ye

halooo
wuidih udah lama ya guw ga posting, abis cerita terakhir guw itu adalah sesuatu yang sangat menyedihkan (lebaaaay) nah sekarang guw mau cerita walaupun menyedihkan juga sih Z. ah udahlah jadi gini, guw lagi berusaha ngelupain si Y tapiii menyebalkan nya pas guw lagi mencoba bersikap biasa, dia tuh berkeliaran di depan guw, pake ngeliat ngeliat segala lagi -.- guw tau itu bukan tanda cinta atau apalah tapi tetep aja itu bikin guw sakit hati tau gaaa, lo tuh harus tau guw lagi MENCOBA, M E N C O B A (lebaaay abiiiis) kalimat yg cocok buat guw kali ini adalah.. i know you don't think that i am trying, fall for you - secondhand serenade. ah cape ah udah dulu ya paaai

p.s: mungkin kalo lo pada baca blog guw, lo mikir hidup guw suram ZZ

mencoba ye

halooo
wuidih udah lama ya guw ga posting, abis cerita terakhir guw itu adalah sesuatu yang sangat menyedihkan (lebaaaay) nah sekarang guw mau cerita walaupun menyedihkan juga sih Z. ah udahlah jadi gini, guw lagi berusaha ngelupain si Y tapiii menyebalkan nya pas guw lagi mencoba bersikap biasa, dia tuh berkeliaran di depan guw, pake ngeliat ngeliat segala lagi -.- guw tau itu bukan tanda cinta atau apalah tapi tetep aja itu bikin guw sakit hati tau gaaa, lo tuh harus guw lagi MENCOBA, M E N C O B A (lebaaay abiiiis) kalimat yg cocok buat guw kali ini adalah.. i know you don't think that i am trying, fall for you - secondhand serenade. ah cape ah udah dulu ya paaai

p.s: mungkin kalo lo pada baca blog guw, lo mikir hidup guw suram ZZ

berakhir? atau tidak?

haloaeolo,

guw mau cerita soal Y lagi hehe. guw bingung bgt, keanya dia suka sama cewe lain tapi dia masih suka salting ga jelas kalo ketemu guw (hem -___-) mau nya apa coba? membuat daku bingung saja Z. kalo lo suka sama tuh cewe, mending langsung tembak aja. daripada kehilangan dia lagi, ga bosen apa lo nungguin tuh cewe sampe setaun? lebih mending guw ngeliat lo jadian daripada kea gini gada kejelasan nyam --' kata salah seorang temen, guw itu harus bikin dia suka sama guw. tapi nyaaa guw ga suka maksain perasaan orang, kalo emang dia suka sama tuh cewe yaudah guw relain (sok ikhlas benjet, padahal sakit hati banget -.-) bagi yang punya saran guw harus ngapain, leave comment yaaa thanks

last friday on 83

haloo
guw mau cerita
tentang 83..

hari ini.. jumat, 5 juni 2009 adalah hari jumat terakhir guw sebagai anak 83 (sok di dramatisir) dulu waktu awal masuk 83 guw sebel bgt soalnya sunyi benjet giduuu (kebiasaan rusuh di 75) tapi sekarang guw udah mulai nyaman di 83, di 83 biasanya guw main sama paes, dhita, nanoa, dedra gaga, dinda meong. mereka gila, apalagi kalo udah main tepok nyamuk pake kartu remi -.- hari ini dari pagi sampe istirahat ga belajar sama sekali. guw cuma nyanyi sama dinda meong. trus kita bikin video giduuuu.. ada adegan paes-dedra nyanyi sambil gaya, ada adegan guw sama dinda lagi nyanyi i will fly. kenang kenangan abis di 83 LEBAAAAAY. pokoknya, nyaman deh di 83 (terutama barisan kursi deket pintu) hehehe udah ah ya byeeeee

i'm so over it

kenapa lo ga block msn guw aja?
kenapa lo ga sekalian delete msn guw?
kenapa lo ga remove guw aja dari friends fb lo?

kenapa sih lo tuh ga nganggep guw? paling ga jadi sahabat lo kek. dulu kan kita deket, tapi kenapa sekarang kea gini? mau lo tuh apa sih? guw tuh capek banget sama lo. capek harus suka sama lo. tapi guw ga bisa berhenti nyukain lo. lo gatau sih apa yang guw rasain selama ini heh PEMBERI HARAPAN PALSU. cari aja sana cewe lain yang bisa lo sakitin (eaea apa dah gua -__-) cari aja cewe lain yang bisa lo liatin dari ujung tangga sampe ujung jendela kelas lo -,-

that's why your eyes

i'm over it

your smile

i'm over it

realized

i'm over it

i'm over it

i'm over it

Wanting you,

to be wanting me.

No that ain't no way to be.How

I feel, read my lips,because I'm so over..

Moving on, it's my time

you never were a friend of mine.

Hurt at first, a little bit

but now I'm so over.

I'm so over it

maaf geje